Appendix

by Mr. Bergstrom

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about

I owe an enormous debt to Mitski. This song wouldn't exist without her.

lyrics

I'm not happy, never will be
I'm not happy, never will be
I'm not happy, never will be;
How it feels when you can't see me

I said I
I didn't know what I'd do without you
And now that I'm without you,
I don't know what I'm doing.

I STILL FEEL IT
LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY
I SAID IT IN DARK BLUE,
"IT STAYS THE FUCKING SAME.”
DO YOU FEEL IT?
DOES THE ABSENCE HURT?
THE HURT CHANGE SHIT?
NO, IT MAKES WORSE

I'm not happy, never will be
I'm not happy, never will be
I'm not happy, never will be
How it feels when you can’t see me
Seems like you will never love me
Every dusk I see is ugly
I'm not happy never will be;
How it feels when you can't see me.

I wanted to spend my life
Making you laugh.
Now I spend my time
Trying to no longer want that
--And it hurts,
My love is a bursting appendix
Filling my gut with stones.
Every night I wonder
“If this pain ever leaves, who will I be when I'm alone?"

I'm not happy, never will be
I'm not happy, never will be
I'm not happy, never will be;
How it feels when you can't see me.
Feels like I'm no longer lucky
Time passed makes you no less lovely.
I'm not happy never will be;
How it feels when you can't see me.

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released April 21, 2017

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Mr. Bergstrom Los Angeles, California

If this music moves you at all, please email me and say hi. It means the world to me when my tunes affect someone.

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